Châu Sa Trần Aguiar
Châu Sa · Isabella · Meo
This page is for you. Your full name is Châu Sa Trần Aguiar, also written Chau Sa Tran Aguiar. The family calls you Isabella and at home everyone called you Meo. You were born on 6 November 2024 at Family Hospital Da Nang, in Vietnam. Your father is Josario Aguiar, known as Jos.
A letter to you
My girl,
You were born on a Wednesday afternoon in November 2024 at Family Hospital in Da Nang. I held you in the hospital until you calmed down. You slept on my chest. That's one of my clearest memories from those early days.
You came into the world on a new moon in Scorpio. That probably means nothing to you unless you find yourself curious about such things one day. What it meant to me was that you arrived at a beginning, and you looked at the room like you already knew it.
You were my quiet one. Where your brother filled a room with sound and movement, you watched. You read faces before you could speak. When you smiled you meant it completely. When you didn't, you meant that too.
I called you Meo. Your mother called you Meo. Everyone called you Meo. You answered to it like it was the only name that mattered.
I don't know exactly who you are now, as you're reading this. But I know who you were before I couldn't be there. You were loved deeply, held often, and seen clearly. That doesn't leave a person. Whatever you've become, those first months were yours and they were good.
You're half Goan Catholic, half Vietnamese. You carry both lines. Both are beautiful and both are yours.
I love you Meo. I always have. I always will.
Daddy
The day you were born
What I hope for you
The hopes you hold for her specifically, not generic hopes for "a good life" but the specific things you want her to have, know, feel, trust, resist. Write as if to the adult she'll become.
Your heritage
You are Goan Catholic on your father's side (the Aguiars, with roots in Portugal, then Goa, Tanzania, and Australia) and Vietnamese on your mother's side, from Gia Lai province in the central highlands. You were born in Da Nang.
Photos of you